Why I Created Cybergnosis and Chose to Publish It Myself
Cybergnosis wasn’t meant to be a book at first.
It was a download. A rupture.
A quiet scream smuggled out through poetry.
For a long time, I didn’t know what to do with everything I was carrying.
Memories, trauma, love, loss, gender, silence.
I was afraid that if I tried to share it, it would scatter. Or disappear.
But the words kept forming.
Fragments. Signals. Transmissions.
Eventually, I realized this wasn’t just a journal or an escape.
It was a rebirth.
So I gathered what I had and built Cybergnosis.
A poetic artifact. Part broken code, part holy spell.
Why I Chose Lulu for the Print Version
I didn’t want Cybergnosis to be printed by just anyone.
I didn’t want a gatekeeper or a mass-production machine.
I wanted autonomy. I wanted honesty.
Lulu lets me publish in full color, just as I designed it.
No compromises. No waiting for permission.
It might not be mainstream, but it’s real.
This way, the book you hold is the one I envisioned.
A piece of me. Unfiltered.
Why I Chose Gumroad for the Digital Version
For the digital edition, I chose Gumroad.
Because I wanted a quiet space, not a commercial engine.
No ads. No algorithms. No noise.
Just you and me, connected through a simple exchange.
No subscription. No pressure. Just art.
Cybergnosis is not a product.
It is a transmission.
And now, it is yours to hold.
Cybergnosis is now available in both digital and print.
Choose the signal that suits you best: